It's September 3rd and usually I do all I can to avoid noticing this day. But sometimes it sits there in my peripheral vision, a nagging reminder of eleven years, eleven birthdays. Eleven. Today, it's different, I don't miss you like I used to, there is a knot of reminder in my stomach, but I don't hold the knot the same way.
In the past I would hold this knot, caress it and wonder why I don't feel myself.
Well today: No. Today I will invite this knot to tea, have a conversation and send it on its way, with blessings and love and light.
There is no room here for the knot of September Third anymore.
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